Matthew Neil Budge
1972 - 2008
1972 - 2008
Matthew Neil Budge (age 36) passed away Wednesday evening, September 24th at his home in Lehi, UT, after a seven month battle with neuroendocrine carcinoma.
Matt and Crystal invite you to "join us on our journey of faith" and would like all of you to know how you have helped. Matt and Crystal would also like to say Thank you to all of you.
Matt was a dynamic, happy, and kind person. He is a wonderful father, husband, brother, son, and friend. His diagnosis of cancer came as a shock to all of us. We want to show our love and support to them. The purpose of this site is:
- To post how his family is doing
- To provide a medium where others can share encouragement and love
- To provide a convenient way for donations to reach the family
148 comments:
Charity and I are praying for you.
Cryssy, we love you and Matt. We know that the Lord loves you too and will grant you strength to be equal to the trial. You are not alone.
We love you both so much. You are constantly in our prayers. Have Faith and know The Lord loves you.
Matt and Cryssy, both of you and all of the kids are in all of our prayers. Your faith in the lord is strong. Know that He is constantly with you. Sarah, Rose, Jacob and I love you all so very much!!
We are saddened with the news and pray that the Lord will bless you throughout this ordeal.
We have loved watching your faith-filled family grow and progress over the years. Our hearts are filled with sorrow at this hard trial you must face. Know that you are in our prayers and your names are on the prayers roll at the temple every week. We wish we could be physically present to hold babies, give hugs and provide a shoulder to lean on, but must pray for the Lord to send nearer angels to you to help you with this burden. We love you. Aunt Jean and Uncle Ed
Dear Matt and Cryssie,
I am sorry this is slow but we didn't hear about Matt until the night before I was scheduled for surgery the next day. I had a stone in my bladder. I was in the hospital in Pueblo for three days. Now I am home I can start recovering. I have cried alot about this. I am hurting but I will recover. I wish I could take Matt's place and let him recover and spend a life with his family. The Lord doesn't see it that way. I was impressed with Matt's comments. You are a wonderful man, good husband, father and son. I have always enjoyed the times we have been together. Our hearts go out to you. We will do anything we can to help you. Right now looks like maybe you need money this we can do. Iknow the Lord is with you. He is carrying you through the sands of this trouble. He loves you and will always be there for you. I will put your names in the Denver Temple prayer rolls. Wish I could be where I could help with the children. They are so precious. I am so grateful for your wonderful testimony of the Church. It is an inspiration to all of us.
Love, Grandma Chapin, also Grandpa Chapin
Dear Matt and Cryssie,
We are friends of Charity and Dan. We are so sorry to hear this news. We are praying for you and your family. May God bless you with a miracle.
Sincerely,
Mark and Meg Foote
Matt, Crystal, and the whole family, you are in our prayers and you have our love. Each week the ward is asked to remeber Matt and to pray for him. Brian & Sue Torppey, SP 2nd Ward, Scotch Plains, NJ.
We are praying for you all and will continue to do so. You are often in our thoughts; we think so highly of you all.
Matt, Crystal and family:
You are in our constant thoughts and prayers. What a great inspiration you have been to our family. We appreciate your example and friendship. We pray that the Lord's best blessings will be with you and that He will grant you an extra endowment of peace, comfort and faith.
--The Buys Family
Matt and Family,
We want you to know how much we have been moved by your great faith and strength during this trial. You have such a wonderful family. We had the chance to visit a bit with your children and your mother when be delivered a meal and we were so impressed with how they openly expressed their love and concern for you and how they all seemed to gather strength from each other. We are all blessed to have you and your family in our midst and we know that our Heavenly Father will continue to bless you and your family as you face this trial. Please know that we are all pulling for you.
Dean & Rebecca Brown & Family
We so love your little one's and their love for the Gospel comes from you we know. Thank you for your example, you are a very inspiring family and will be in our hearts here in Texas always. Our prayers are with you.
Matt and Cryssy,
What a great example you and your family are to all of us in the Ward.
We love working with your children , they reflect you and your teachings.
We are praying for you and know that your Faith is keeping you strong, thank you for your inspiration. We love you!
Tim and Paula
I saw your story regarding the apartment on WFAA's website. As an industry insider, it always cheaper to pay rent through the end of the lease and then give your notice irregardless of whether you will remain in the apartment. You might try contacting the Aptartment Association of Greater Dallas for assistance in this legal matter. 972-385-9091 or www.aagdallas.com
As always, I am lifting my prayers to God for cancer's remission.
wI read your story on line and my prayers and thoughts are with you and your family. I only pray that the big corporate personnel have a bit of conscience and understanding and let you move out of the apartment with no backlash. This is just not right. The Lord will provide and grant you the strength to endure all. God Bless You All..
That is to bad the apartment is putting money over a human life. I can't wait to get to heaven where there will be no greed. Our prayers are with you and your fam ily during this difficult time.
Hi- I saw the story on channel 8. This is the mysterious location the managers refuse to divulge. The property is owned by Western Rim Property Services. Their phone number is 972 471 8700, fax is 972 471 8719. Mailing address: 601 Canyon Drive, Suite 101, Coppell 75019. I did some digging and their CEO is Marcus Hiles.
Matt and Crystal! Jessica and Scott Sloan here--we JUST saw the news here in Oregon and can't believe what you're going through! Our hearts go out to you and your beautiful family--it looks like you've added a son since we've heard from you (yea Nathaniel!) and your family is beautiful. Your faith is inspiring and it is so nice to see your picture and your happy smiling faithful family. LOVE TO YOU!
Cryssy and Matt, Pleas contact KLUV Radio0 station. I'll pay the $9,000.00, so you and your family can go home. KLUV has my information. Keep the Faith, and God bless you and your family. Widow in Richardson
Matt, I sure miss seeing your smile each and every day at work. You are indeed an inspiration. God is watching over you and your family and he hears our prayers.
Mary
Matt and Crystal, let me start by saying I'm incredibly sad for what you and your kids are going through.
As someone else posted earlier, it would be easier and cheaper to pay out the remainder of your lease and give the required notice than to try to break it. You'd pay no additional fees and wouldn't be expected to reimburse for anything, and you'd likely get your security deposit back as well. I'm sure people will be willing to help cover the costs, such as the person who made such an offer above.
Best of luck.
My heart breaks as I read your story. My prayers go out to you and your family!
Jeff Conley
I believe "The Mansions" will loose business as a result of this. Sometimes the best commercial is kindness. You and your family are in my prayers. God Bless each of you.
Praying for your family. I have also sent an email to the apartments and city council and hoping that others will do the same.
Budges: We love you and we are praying for you. Your comments and perspectives in this blog are inspirational and we are greatful to count you and your family as our friends. Nate & Emily Snow
Western Rim Investment Advisors, Inc.
CEO: Marcus D. Hiles
Phone: (972) 471-8700
Email: marcush@westernrim.com
I just heard of the difficulties with your apartment complex and will include you in our prayers. Frankly, I would probably just move out and break the lease but not pay their fees. I don't see any court or jury upholding a suit if they choose to sue. Also, if you are moving to Utah, they would be forced to come there to sue you.
Matt, Crystal and Children,
Our family's prayers, along with countless others, are with you. As fellow believers we see your testimony as a powerful act of faith. The Lord is the great physician and healer. Your assurance of life everlasting rests in Him.
All of you are in my thoughts. Take care of yourself. Don't worry about the apartment complex. For everyone else: do a google search on Marcus Hiles. He's spread millions donations and campaign money all over the globe, but allows this to happen? I guess to be a CEO, you really have to have no soul.
You and your family are in our prayers. I send you a hug through the distance. The Lord loves you and your family. Have faith my friend. Be strong.
~ Pablo Penaloza
The news pained me but your strength is a testiment to the kind of person you are. Continue your great example as I have always enjoyed your personality. Best of luck and you will be in my prayers.
Budge Family: My prayers are with you. I know the Lord is going to work miracles in this situation. How sad he must be to see humanity at its worst with this situation - - and then again, how proud he must be to see humanity at its very best when people humbly offer their prayers and support. We love you.
Matthew and family,
I am so sorry to hear of your health problems. I live right by your parents and we are excited to have you in our ward. Good luck with your travels, we look foreword to meeting you.
Rhett and Lisa Dean
My prayers are with you and your family. I heard your story on TV and could not believe what I was hearing. Matt, your show of courage and compassion for your family is a rare quality which will be admired by all. KVIL Radio has the $9,000 for you in the way of a donation. Call Jody Dean at KVIL Radio Morning show.
I just made a small donation , wish I could send more , but wanted to say that your story was aired on KLUV 98.7 this morning , and I heard a caller call in who said she is willling to donate the 9000.00 you need ... Please call Jody Dean at KLUV 214-787-1987 for the information .. He is the DJ on the morning show ... God Bless you and your family ......
Johnny B
You will make it through these trials and tribulations and be stronger for it. God bless you and yours.
matt, i just want to tell you how proud i am to call you my cousin. you are one of my role models. im thinking of you and pray for you always, cody
Hi Matt and Crystal,
Wanted to drop a quick note to let you know I am praying for you and your family. Nothing is impossible with the Lord and I am praying for a Miracle!
For what it is worth, I e-mailed your landlord tonight.
Good luck and God Bless you,
Matt Troy, San Antonio, Tx
I am so glad that this most recent obstacle has been removed. I know that the Lord is blessing you and I know that He is very happy to see the goodness of so many people doing what they can to support one another. Thank you for your good example, to everyone.
I appreciate the willingness of the posters here to help this family financially, and I am sure the Budge's do as well. However, I think the better thing to do is pressure the greedy, heartless bullies at Western Rim to waive the fees altogether. Then, any funds that are raised can go to this family to care for them in the days to come, not to some greedy bully. Those of us who understand what righteousness is should not allow this corporation to profit from the Budge's hour of need, regardless of how the funds for that profit are raised.
Matt,
I've only known you for a short while and really felt a connection when we peformed, "Hot Hot Hot" at the summer games.
I just want to let you know you that my prayers are with you and your family.
What church can i make adonation to?
To Matt, Crystal, and kids: We love you! We pray for you every day.
Matt and Family,
What does one say at a time like this? I search for just words and end up with “Why him?” I’ve only come to know you over the past several months at TXU Energy. I really am looking forward to getting to know you better.
As I search for the right, just words for you and your family, I am encouraged to learn of your faith. I knew there was “something” about you, but I just assumed it was your enthusiasm for your profession and/or the desire to influence the direction the organization was taking. But it wasn’t…
Rev. Billy Graham is often credited with saying, “I don’t know what the future holds, but I know Who holds the future.” As you and your family embark on this challenge, you can each find encouragement in Our Father - the calm in the chaotic storms of life.
I will pray for you, your physicians, and your family. I hope for clarity and understanding for you in this time.
Grace and Peace to you.
@Anonymous-
Matt and his family belong to the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day SaintsYou can email HelpMattBudge@gmail.comfor information on how to donate through the local congregation. Otherwise, you can use any of these options to help the family. Thanks.
Western Rim should NOT BE LET OFF THE HOOK.
Western Rim has every right in the world to want/need their money
But this is not a communist country where the people have no voice.
We are a free country
So if WEstern Rim is free to handle themselves in this fashion we are free to let them know that the public is watching.
And their whole business is based on "who is watching"
Matt, Crystal and kids -
We miss you already! We're thinking about you and praying for you every morning and night. Stay strong - we love you!
Matt, it has taken me a few days to finally write something here because I am still stunned. I keep picturing you sitting next to me at Southfork, sampling the food we wanted to have catered and laughing a Patrick Dailey's sense of humor. Never in a million years would I have imagined you and your family would go through something like this. After I found out about you, I went and hugged my girls and told them how much they meant to me. Your situation has opened my eyes to appreciating my life much more than I do. I will pray for you and your family everyday. I expect to see good news on your website about your progress and I expect to see your wonderful smile in the future. So until you return, I will keep playing your "Hot, Hot, Hot!" video and I will share it with others so they can remember your sweet spirit!
Matt, I just heard. I'm so sorry for what you and your family are going through. It seems not long ago that we were hanging out in the MBA lounge grinding out Finance projects. I've never met a more positive and cheerful person. Those are wonderful memories! Aimee and I are praying for you and know the Lord will bless you.
Matt,
My greatest sympathys go out to you and your family. I am saddened by your trial. I admire you and your families strength, a testament of your true character. My God bless you and your family. Our prayer are with you.
Kelly Stephenson
my dear beloved brother and sisters in the faith ... do not feel discourage ...heavenly father know your pain and preocupation..and be for sure that tribulation always will have to come to you in orden for you to grow like our brother jesuschrist and joseph smith did grow ..in the mist of tribulation...however be always careful that you do NOT FORGET to call upon God ...i can asure you that you would not like to feel what the brother of jared felt when he was chastice by the lord because of it.LOL...i tell you this for experience and it is not a nice feeling to feel like him ,becuase I stop to remember.and now make sure you brothers remember!!! "fear not and douth not"take care and may God be with you till we meet again!
yours truly M.M.D.A.
All of our prayers are with your family....Everything will be fine and before you know it, this will all pass.
All of you are always in our thoughts and prayers.
Matt and Crystal:
I am still in shock like everyone else who has had a chance to meet you and your family. My prayers are with you during this time.
Corie Melendez-Slattery
I was so happy to see your update yesterday and am touched to hear you recount the miracles you have already seen in your family because of the faith, fasting, prayers and Priesthood blessings. You are bringing together a lot of people and blessing our lives through your genuine display of faith and courage.
Matt and Crystal--
I just want you to know that you are in my and my family's prayers. I've been so touched by your comments and positive attitude. Matt, that's something I was always impressed by when we were in the MBA program together. I know that you are touching people's lives and hearts through your current suffering and your positive way of dealing with it. I live in Heber now and if there is anything I can do, please don't hesitate to let me know. Melissa Humes Campbell
Matt,
We've thought a lot about you and pray for you since we first heard. I've been in shock and so sad. You're on the Mesa prayer roll. I'm so grateful for your influence and the chance to know you through the MBA Europe trip. I want to help, I'll send my prayers and fasts in the meantime. Thank you for sharing your updates and miracles.
-Jenny Baer
I am a fellow PwC'er and BYU alumn. I've received an email from a Ron Haas concerning your family's situation. I've contacted my brother, a highly regarded, professional photographer in Lehi, UT and he has committed to doing family portraits for you and your family for FREE. Please feel free to contact him at the following email address: jonathan ^AT^ jonathancanlasphotography ^DOT^ com or you can call his cell at 801 358 3151. He has done free family portraits for another family in a VERY similar cancer situation in the past.
Please include "URGENT-from Jason Canlas" in in your subject line as he receives an incredible amount of emails each day and this will help him filter through the less time restricted communications and focus on YOU and your family.
Regards,
Jason Canlas
Matthew,
My mom underwent chemo and I saw her suffer greatly and I certainly understand what it is you are undergoing and what you face ahead. You and your family are in my prayers. One piece of advice I'd like to offer you is do not eat with regular utencils any more,use plastic utencils. I discovered thru my mom that there is a chemical reaction that occurs between the chemo and the stainless steel of the utencil and it makes your food taste bad. Maintain yur faith and remember miracles do happen.
Oh my goodness! I was just thinking about you the other day for some reason and found this. I'll keep you in my prayers. Please don't hesitate to let me know if I can do anything for you or the kids.
I continue to pray for you and your family. I know things are going to work out for each of you. The Lord will give you the courage to work through this trial. Be strong and know there are so, so many praying for you right now.
God Bless You,
Dear Matthew and Crystal,
We just learned about your illness yesterday. After the initial shock and talking with Aunt Margret, I looked up your blog today.
Robin, the boys and I are praying for you and and your family. If there is anything at all we can do for you or your family, know that we will be more than willing to move heaven and earth to get it done.
I am very impressed with the outpouring of love and support from everyone. It's very obvious that you and your family have touched the lives of many good people. You are to be commended for that Matthew.
Matthew, we love you and your family and ask the Lord to lift you and your family up in the comfort of His Spirit always.
Love,
Blaine, Robin, Jaren and Corey
Matt, Crystal, and children: You are in my prayers every day. I really miss your children. Donna Elliott, SP2 Ward
Matt,
You are in our thoughts and prayers. We hope the best for you and your family. --liberty johnson
Matt,
Where to start...........We have not spoken to each other for close to 20 years.
This is the 8th draft of this blog and I still can't get my thoughts together.......
I have so much I want to tell you but just can't seem to find the words. I bet you never thought you would see the day when I would not have something to say. Rather than getting all emotional, I've decided to take your suggestion and use this opportunity to bare my testimony.
Matt, I want you to know that ever since I was a kid, I knew God lived. I knew that he loved me and that he had a purpose for me. After 15 years of marriage, and four wonderful boys later, I would like to think that I am currently fulfilling my purpose; being a husband, father and priesthood holder. The Lord has always blessed me, including during my childhood. He made sure that I would have great friends to grow up with, friends that would love and protect me, and keep me strong in the church. You were one of those dear friends and I want to thank you for that. Your example to choose the right was consistent and all of us respected you, even though it might not have seemed that way at times.
I know that Jesus Christ is the son of God. I know that this is his church. Jesus Christ is the author of our religion and that is why it is true. I have served in many callings in the church over the years. I have seen a lot. Nothing has shaken my faith. In fact, every thing has strengthened it. I pray that I can follow the Saviors perfect example and serve my fellow man. I pray that my kids will gain their own testimonies of the Lord and stay strong in the faith.
In closing, I just want to say that I respect you and care about you.
Robert Walker
PS I never told you this when we were younger so I will tell you now. You were a cool guy Matt. All of us, Craig, Chris, John, Phil, Tony and myself all loved you then and love you now. The times I did things to upset you had nothing to do with you. It was just me trying to grow up and find myself. You were always fun and always had a positive attitude, and after reading your blog, it seems that nothing has changed. Thank you for your example both then and now.
Love you brother!
Dear Matt and Crystal,
We were overwhelmed by the news when Blaine called and told us about all of this. Please know that our prayers are with you and that we are proud of you and your great faith in the Lord - He will watch over you all. Please remember that we love you and wish you the best.
Love,
Paul & Marianne Lanier and kids.
Matt,
I'm so happy to hear you have received more miracles in the shrinking of your liver tumors and I'm so grateful to hear you have had time to spend with your family. I think about you almost weekly and was glad to get your update. Good thing I subscribe to your Feedblitz - I'm sure others who come to your site will be looking for your update too.
Keep on living a great life. You are an inspiration to me.
Matt and Crystal,
We just want you to know that everyone in our family has been praying for you all.
With love,
Luis and Letty
Matt and Crystal, I just wanted you to know what an example you are to so many. I have watched you since you moved into our ward and am so impressed with you are your family. It is a blessing for us to have you. You both gave wonderful talks yesterday in church. We are praying for you. Sharon Price
Matt,
I understand how you are feeling; having gone through radiation and chemo last year. You will feel better. There are days that this statement seem like a complete lie, but you will. I was glad to hear that you had the transfusion. It makes you feel so much better...but don't over-do. I am well thanks to God, many prayers and the support of my family. You seem to have all the ingredients needed to bake up joy, hapiness and a blessing for your health. I will continue to pray for you and your family so that each day has a bit of joy and a cup of hapiness so that your blessing will come to you. Stay strong in God and keep praying.
Anthony
I was thinking about you guys and I am saying a prayer in my heart for your family. Be strong and know you are loved. ~ Pablo
Matt/Crystal & Family,
Greetings from McKinney 4th! Just thinking of you and want you to know how much we miss you all but know you are where you need to be. Our collective thoughts and prayers are with you as we petition the Lord to pour out his healing power upon Matt. You certainly have touched us all and will forever be a part of our Ward family.
All our Love, Bishop Johnson
Matt & Crystal, It has been a long time since we lived next to eachother in Spanish Fork. We pray for you both and your family.
Sincerly,
Don & Jodie Van Tassell
I was just informed about your blog this afternoon by one of the neighbors out here in Spanish Fork. We are sadened to hear of all that you've all been through since we last visited. We love and care about both of you and the kids. You will be in our thoughts and prayers.
Love, the Butt's
Matt & Crystal,
I just read the latest blog entry and I am so saddened to hear that the treatments have not had the desired effect. I think about your family all the time - I have such admiration for you all. The testimonies you have both shared (back in SPII and on the blog) have helped to strengthen my own testimony and really helped to bring my perspective into proper focus. Thank you for that... thank you for sharing your struggle with us. You are all in our prayers, of course.
Love,
Melissa Nuttall
Hey there Matt & Crystal,
Matt, your last paragraph on the
8-26 post was so beautifully written. The good person, husband, and father you are comes through with shining clarity in the words showing your thoughts and worries aren't for yourself, but your family. What an example and gift you are to others.
Crystal, you are one of the most strongest and capable women I know. Remember when you gave that talk in Stake Conference right before you moved from Spanish Fork? It was so professional in it's content and delivery that the whole audience was stitting there with their mouths hanging open. We all got a glimpse into the close relationship you and Matt have with the Lord. Your testimony was so strong that even those of us back in the hard seats could easily feel the power. We knew then that we were in the presence of an elect lady that the Lord had big plans for.
I personally was picturing General Relief Society President or something, but of course, the Lord always has big surprises for those of us who think we've got it figured out.
What can be a bigger plan than finding the right mother for 6 of His brightest, strongest spirits? Children whose father had an earthly mission shorter than we thought it would be. I can only imagine what a daunting task this must seem to you, but I know you will be able to succeed at this! You are strong enough for this challenge.
Matt, we'll pray that you will be able to feel good and enjoy every one of the precious moments you get with your family. Crystal, we'll pray that you will be able to feel the Lord's sustaining strength and have all you need to see to Matt and the children's needs.
Hugs and Kisses
--Beth and Mike Pearson
Dear Matt
I know that this has been a hard decision but I have to agree with the one you made. It is most important that you spend your time coherant and not ill from medication with your family.
It was my pleasure helping you in NJ and I pray that OUR LORD JESUS CHRIST grants you peace during this time
As a born again believer I would be remiss to not tell you of HIS LOVE for you.
In John 3:16 God's Word say that For God so Loved the World that he gave HIS ONLY SON so that anyone who believesin him shall notperish but have eternal life. God did not send his Son into the world to condemn it, but to save it.
Jesus says I am the Way, the Truth and The Life NO MAN comes to the Father except through me. Reach out to HIM in this time as HE is waiting with Open Arms.
You have a beautiful family and I pray that they will grow knowing what a great dad they have. May God Bless you and keep you forever in HIS CARE.
God Bless Phyllis Pafumi
Matt,
You probably don't remember me at TXU. I wasn't there too long but I remember you. I worked in Contract Management for the LCI group. I heard about yoru story some time ago and I have been periodically coming back to your blog to check on your progress. I was praying that you would go into remission.
The funny thing is my aunt dies of the exact same type of cancer in 2001. Her diagnosis was delayed due to misdiagnosis. She went through all of the treatments and eventually came to the samd decidion as you did. The thought of her struggle still makes me well up with tears. While I believe in fighting until the end, I also believe that time with your wife and children is more important. I will think of you in the days ahead and pray for you everyday.
As a side note, my aunt's best friend was diagnosed with cancer 2 years prior to my aunt's diagnosis. They gave her 6 months to live. My mother just went to lunch with her last week. Sometimes miracles do happen so please try to stay positive if you can.
Shaun G.
Matthew and Crystal, I know all to well the ordeal and emotions of this disease and your trail of faith that is beening tested. I started reading your blogs in May 2008, when I return back to TXU Energy. I do not know you personally, but I do know you and your family in spirit of this life event. When I read your blog back in May, I said a silent pray for you and your family, for God to Shadow you and your love one's with his Holy Strength.
You see, I lost my dearest friend and confidant. "My Mother"
My mother went through all the side affect so many has gone and still going through (Cancer)from Chemo and Radiation.
Mother had prepared me in advance instructions for me to follow,in case she can not make medical discussion based off the side affect of Radiation treatment to her brain.
To make a long situation short, the doctor's and I made a discussion not to continue Chemo and Radiation anymore, so mother can have the best Quality of Life remaining for herself and with her family.
Ever since that discussion day, I have beening praying and questioning, Lord, did we make the right discussion?
After reading your last blog, I am convinced with great encouragement and lifted up spirits, We did. And I know my "Mother" would have made the same course of actions. Why? Because of the God in her life and the God in My life.
Crystal, her spirit lives within me and sometime's I experience a wind breeze of you favorite perfume.
My family from West Texas and East Texas will be praying for you and your family.
Regina Rollins
Matt and Crystal,
I know that you made the right decision in going off chemo, and you and your family will be better off that you will spend your remaining days without that poison in your system, poison that was affecting your mind and body both. From reading your blog, I had long feared you were being too “aggressive” with the chemo. The chemo almost killed you several times, and meanwhile your quality of life suffered.
I am glad you and your family are now able to accept that you only have a limited amount of time left.
I can imagine how your family feels, because my mother died less than two years ago of IPF, and spent her last days in hospice care. I don’t want to dwell on that, but reading your latest post (August 26th), I couldn’t help being reminded of my mother’s illness. For example, you mentioned the side effects of your chemo were causing electrolyte imbalances, which caused you to “exhibit strange behavior” and incoherent thoughts, and my mother suffered similar symptoms when she also had an electrolyte imbalance (and was hospitalized with dangerously low sodium levels).
Matt, we all have limited time on this world, but you have the knowledge that yours is shorter than most. Try to consider that knowledge (not the illness, the knowledge) a blessing, difficult though that may be.
Let me explain: we knew that my mother was sick for nearly two years, but did not know she was dying. Her doctors knew it a year earlier, but they did not tell her, or us, until two weeks before her death! Even then, they were wildly overoptimistic, so we were unprepared, unable to prepare. I will always regret that I did not have the knowledge of my mother’s imminent passing, because in not knowing, I did not take actions I should have taken, e.g. dropping my night course so I could visit her every day (if only I’d known!), or insisting the doctors allow her to be admitted to a hospice (which was her wish). So it is good that your doctors have been honest with you and your family.
I know that you made the right decision in going off chemo and into in-home hospice care. I am now (since my mother’s illness) a firm believer in hospice care, although for some (like my mother), her hospice care came too late (when she was already comatose). Again I do not mean to dwell on her, but I just feel that our families have something else in common now. I know you are doing the right thing, Matt. It is in God’s hands now. I regret my own decisions not to accept my mother’s imminent passing, because I was in denial of it (I can’t blame it all on the doctors for hiding it from us, as common sense should have told us that she didn’t have long left, based on her symptoms). I am glad your family is not making the same mistakes I did. Although no family can do everything right, and there will always be some regrets, Matt and Crystal, you are taking the right steps earlier than I did during my mother’s illness, so hopefully you will have fewer regrets. Our prayers are with you,
David & Corina
Matthew & Crystal, I do not know know you but heard about your story on the radio here in Dallas a few months ago. I checked your site a few times. I am very saddened to read your latest post. I will pray for you & your family. Please try to enjoy every moment you have left with your loved ones! Continue working to leave something of you behind for each of your children - it will mean so much to them in the future! God has blessed you with such a loving family, immediate & extended. I wish you peace, love & special times!
Stacey Brown
Plano, TX
Matt and Crystal,
I just found your website, while searching for you in hope of getting back in touch after all these years. I am so deeply sorry to hear about Matt's illness. My thoughts and prayers are with you and your precious family!
Martina Bishopp
St Louis, MO
p.s. I don't want to post personal information here, but you can find me on Facebook if you would like to reconnect.
Matt and Crystal, I don't know that you'll have time to read these posts, but I wanted to let you know that your strong spirits have been an influence for good to any who have known you. This heart-wrenching trial demonstrates even more the depth of your faith and the trust God must have in you. While I cried as I read the post about the direction things are now heading for your family, I realized that you are dealing with this experience in a way that will solidfy your family, no matter the outcome. Thank you for your examples of faith and goodness.
Matt, My thoughts and prayers go out to you and your family. Cancer takes its toll on the entire family and I'm glad to hear you'll have the help of hospice. I lost my mother to pancreatic cancer last year and besides the great care she received from them, the support they can provide for your family in the months that follow is a great support system. We had some great times with you as part of the Phoenix District - you'll always be remembered as "muffin" and for knocking Bethany in the water during our rafting trip in Utah. Enjoy your time with your family and I know your deep faith will be support source for you.
Nancy Lyngby
Tucson, AZ
Matt, Crystal, and the whole family,
I have had you in my prayers since I heard the news of the cancer. I send you my love and concern. May the Lord grant you strength and peace through every day.
Liz Stanley, SP 2nd Ward, Scotch Plains, NJ
Dear Matt,
Your amazing spirit and faith will always be a treasured gift for me. I'm blessed to have had the chance to meet you! May God be with you and your family!
Your colleague from TXU,
Albena
Matt, I don't know what to say. Reading your last blog entry left that sinking pain in my heart as I realized this awful cancer refused to be beat. I've been checking your blog periodically and have been so happy to hear any bit of encouragement and so grateful for the time you have managed to hold onto.
Faith is so much more than assuming everything will be okay somehow. It is finding joy and happiness despite the trials and sorrow. The temptation to wallow in despair is great, but you have been so strong. The faith that you have is incredible and your children will cling to your example throughout their lives. This is the most important gift you can give them. And I know they will truly cherish the letters you are preparing for them.
My mom has been sick for many years and is struggling to hold on. The most wonderful support I have received from others has been stories of their experiences with her - the funny ones and the touching ones. I pray that others will help you to remain an amazing influence in your children's lives by sharing their wonderful memories with them.
May the Lord bless you with His love and comfort in this truly trying time.
With love,
Kat
Our thoughts are with you on this day of sorrow. Please know that we are praying for your family.
The world has lost one of the best men I have ever known. He was a profound debater and a hardworking teammate. I would love to have him on my team again.
G Hugger
Crystal
I am so sorry for your loss, our loss. Matt was a great friend to me, he talked at my baptism, he set a great example to me as a young man. I could hardly contain my grief when learning of Matt's passing tonight. I pray that this wound will soon heal for you and your children. Please pass to Bro and Sis Budge our heartfelt sympathies. Matt will be missed for a time, but we will see him again.
God Bless You
Tony, Shelley, Meghan, Madison and Brody Atkinson
Crystal and kids,
Our hearts are with you and we are praying fervently for your comfort.
We'll be in touch -
with love,
the Brandon's
MAy you be cradled in Gods love and comforted in your memories. My prayer is for your peace.
Anthony Marbury
May you be cradled in Gods love and comforted in your memories. My prayer is for your peace.
Anthony Marbury
Crystal and kiddos,
I am so sorry for your pain. I have thought of you often and will continue to do so. Thank you for showing me such an example of perseverence, cheer and love. You have touched my life in ways that can never be forgotten.
With love, Sister Clark
Crystal, I was saddened by the news of your beloved Matt's passing. You have put into your words your feelings with such warmth and clarity that I could almost picture myself there with you. You are an incredibly wonderful and strong woman. I know that you and your children will weather this trial with the love and grace which we all witnessed during Matt's illness. I wish I could reach out and give you a big hug, but this note will have to suffice. Give the children my love and tell them that Sister Kougias misses them. May the Lord bless you and your family Crystal. With love, Merrilan, Chris and family
Crystal,
We are so sorry to hear of Matt's passing. We have fond memories associating with you and your family during our BYU MBA years. May the Lord bless you and your children at this difficult time and in the coming years.
With love,
Dennis & Emily Gammon
Crystal - You may not remember me, but I printed the programmes for the SP's 2nd Ward. Writing this Sunday's programme had been the most difficult one that I have yet to write since the Ward began. I look at things differently than most & I strongly feel that Matt is battling evil in another dimension. Meaning, Matt is continuing to do Heavenly Father's work.
Crystal, I read the obituary in the newspaper with shock and disbelief this morning. Your family is in our prayers. Matt is an amazing person. I will always remember his smile and the caring that he showed to everyone. He was a good friend. I know that I haven't seen you since you were pregnant with your first child, but I can see his face in all of your beautiful six children. Words cannot express what I would like them to, but if I knew Matt, he will never be far away. He loves you so much! I remember well how estatic he was when he told me that you were getting married, and he looked like he could float when you both told me that you were expecting. 'Till we meet again. Our prayers are with your family. Kathy (LeFevre) and Burt Barnard from Monticello housing at BYU.
Well I cannot begin to understand what you and your family are going through. My wife and I wept as we read your last entry. Crystal we have never met but we have known Matt and his family for 20 years, and your family has been in our prayers since we first heard the news. As my wife and I have kept up in reading the blog I know that your family is deeply loved by our Father in Heaven and he will take care of you for the trials ahead. We wish we could be there Monday for support but we can't. Crystal I hope you now that there are many people here in Clovis and Fresno that consider you family.
With Love,
Jared & Brianne Seamons Family
Crystal and kids,
Andy and I were in your ward in New Jersey and just read Matt's obituary in the newspaper. We are so sorry for your loss and we will be praying for you all. Matt's smile was always so lovely to see on the stand in the church and I enjoyed working with you, Crystal, in the primary. We live close (in Pleasant Grove) so if there is anything that we can ever do for you, please let us know. 801-443-4982.
Love, Andy, Kristi, Samantha and Alex Higham
Dear Crystal:
I work for TXU Energy in Houston and saw an e-mail from Corp Connections announcing Matt had passed. We are coming out of a disaster area here and there are a lot of distractions and clean up. I know a Scott Budge here, and decided to read about you and your family - I'm glad I did and I know why now. I attend the Cypress Ward here. I'm so sorry for your loss. I have a little friend in my ward here, who has cancer - his name is Ethan and he just turned 6. I was inspired to write a song when I first heard about him, he'd just turned 4. "Who Am I - Ethan's Song" takes you through a journey of questions and ends in faith... I'd like to share that song with you and your beautiful children. I'm sorry I never had the chance to meet your sweetheart, he sounds wonderful.Please let me know where I can e-mail an MP3 of my song to you and an address where I can send a CD. My heart is heavy for you; but here is where we apply that faith and have comfort knowing families are forever. We will keep you in our prayers.
Your sister in the Gospel,
Diana Pennington
Diana@diana-steele.com
713/703-4095
Crystal and family,
I just read Matt's obituary in the newspaper. I wanted to let you know that my thoughts and prayers are with you during this time.
Neil:
We read the notice of Matt's death in today's Fresno Bee. Our prayers are with your family.
Harry & Georgann Cline
Fresno, CA
Dear Crystal:
I work for TXU Energy in Houston and saw an e-mail from Corp Connections announcing Matt had passed. We are coming out of a disaster area here and there are a lot of distractions and clean up. I know a Scott Budge here, and decided to read about you and your family - I'm glad I did and I know why now. I attend the Cypress Ward here. I'm so sorry for your loss. I have a little friend in my ward here, who has cancer - his name is Ethan and he just turned 6. I was inspired to write a song when I first heard about him, he'd just turned 4. "Who Am I - Ethan's Song" takes you through a journey of questions and ends in faith... I'd like to share that song with you and your beautiful children. I'm sorry I never had the chance to meet your sweetheart, he sounds wonderful.Please let me know where I can e-mail an MP3 of my song to you and an address where I can send a CD. My heart is heavy for you; but here is where we apply that faith and have comfort knowing families are forever. We will keep you in our prayers.
Your sister in the Gospel,
Diana Pennington
Diana@diana-steele.com
713/703-4095
Cryssy,
I cannot imagine what you are going through at this moment. I was heartbroken to hear the news that Matt was no longer with us.
While I didn't get to spend much time with him over the years, the knowledge of what a great man he was/is,and what a beautiful marriage you had in eachother was never lost on me.
Take comfort in the fact that you will see him again and that you have six beautiful children that will grow to know what a kind,fun,and loving person their father was,if from nothing other than the kind words that will be spoken from the people that were lucky enough to have known him.
Your strength through all of this is nothing short of admirable. We wish that we were in a better position to help you and your family recover from this heartbreak,for that we are truly sorry. I do know that our family is strong and that you'll have all you'll need to get through this through the love and support that is offered.
I appologize that I will not be able to make it to the services.I would like nothing more than to honor him and say goodbye,however my heart,my love and my prayers are with you. If there is anything that we can do,please do not hesitate to ask. We love you all so much,and I am very sorry for your loss.
I just found the announcement in the Fresno Bee and am saddened to learn of Matt's passing. Matt will be remembered by my family (including a daughter who graduated with him) and many of his high school friends from Clovis High. He was a wonderful student and President of our Choirs at Clovis High. He was also a special friend (and one of the "buds") and I will miss him. I pray for all of you at this time of sorrow but know that Matt would want you to go on with a good uplifting song in your heart. God bless you.
Jim Foxx, Clovis High Choir Director (Retired)
Joe & Sheila Maskovich, from the Clovis 3rd. ward are saddened by the passing of Matt. We offer our prayers and love for the Budge family.
Crystal,
I am deeply saddened to hear about the loss of your dear husband, Matthew this past week. After reading your post the morning after he had passed, it is obvious the deep love and respect that you both have for each other and your children.
My thoughts and prayers are with you and your beautiful children as you manage to find your way through this.
Kristen Trelz
(MVA- 3rd Grade)
Dear Nathaniel, You are fun,
sweet and kind student. I enjoyed teaching you in Sunday school class and listening to you bear your testimony. Brian,Taylor and I think of you often and pray for you and wish to see you again. This expereince will strengthen you, solidify you testimony and Help you be a great soldier of the Lord.
Dear Chrystal, Our hearts are broken and can't contain tears. We consider you brave and strong. Whenever you need it, the Lord will sustain you and lift you up. He will also place you down like a feather in love.
M Bulger, Scotch Plains II, NJ
Crystal, we were shocked and saddened by Matthew's passing. Please know that we are grieving with you.
Ted and Pat Livingston
Prayers are extended to the entire family. Hope and Grace,
LaDonna and Rick Snow, Clovis, CA
Crystal,
I was shocked and saddened when I learned that your dear husband passed away. I had been oblivious to his/your fight with cancer.
My prayers are with you and your sweet children. I know that your testimony will continue to carry you through this trial in a way nothing else will.
God bless you and help you through this difficult time.
Wendell and Jenna Wood
We just learned last night of Matt's passing, and cancer battle. We are profoundly sorry for your family's loss. Considering how near you live, PLEASE do not hesitate to call. Our schedule during the day is quite flexible. We would love to have your kids come play. You are in our thoughts and prayers... Contact me by email and I'll get you our phone number.
Tara - tara (at) davtar (dot) org (spam protection)
I'm so sorry to hear the news. Our thoughts and prayers are with all of the Budge family. What a beautiful family and life he had. I'm so glad he has so much support and was able to pass knowing how loved he was.
Jennifer (Ryan)Jensen
Dear Crystal,
Thanks for so eloquently sharing your thoughts at this hard and painful time. My heart aches for you. I could identify with your feelings. I do know that Matt is close and will always be, but yet you ache to feel his arms around you. A cousin who had a loss put it well when she said, "When you lose someone you love deeply, all the color goes out of your world. It comes back but is never the same." Please know you and your sweet family are in my thoughts and prayers. If I can do anything for you, don't hesitate to ask.
Love
Your Aunt Kathy Day
Please accept my condolences at this very unfortunate and saddening news. I was Elder Budge's mission trainer and have a lot of memories with him. I was actually not aware of his condition so it came as a surprise this morning. My heart and prayers go out to all of you who mourn. One thing that stands out about Elder Budge was the size of his heart... he would just love you to death. I look forward to seeing him again one day.
Best wishes.
I wish I would have known about/found this site before now. I grew up with Matt. I've heard little bits here and there about his condition, and received an email this morning from an old friend (Alisa Dahlberg Lee) letting me know if his passing. I googled his name to see if I could get more info. That is when I found this. My heart and thoughts are with you. I thank you for being selfless enough with your time to post an update so those of us who are far away both in time and space could know how Matt was, and very importantly, how his family is doing that he has left here behind him. My prayers will be with you and your children.
I'm sorry, I forgot to leave my name with the last post. I am Heather Birrell George. I spent years with Matt in the Clovis 2nd ward.
I am very sorry to hear this news. I new Matt when he was "Elder Budge" in the mission field in Belgium. We served together there some fifteen years ago. Although we were never companions, I remember very clearly a few splits that he and I went on when I was a very young missionary. Budge was a great guy to be around, a happy missionary, and I know he did his best to serve the Lord. I have happy memories of those times. My heart goes out to his family. May the Lord give you the strength you need at this time. I hope you all are well.
Your's truly,
Chris Hanson
Crystal,
My name is Diane Lefrandt. I believe our daughters attend school together at Mountainville Academy in Alpine. My daughter Abbie is in Mrs. McGee's class (3rd grade). My husband passed away two weeks ago from Brain Cancer.
My family also lived in Clovis, CA. I believe my brother was the neighboring Stake President to your husband's family. His name is Steve Christensen.
We have 7 children. Abbie is our youngest. If you need a friend or someone to talk to who is mirroring your challenges right now feel free to contact me. I would love to meet you. My email: diane.lefrandt (at) gmail.com
I am so very sorry. There is no getting around it....these are the hardest of times! May the Lord's choicest blessings be with you and your sweet children.
Diane
Our blog: thelefrandtfamily.blogspot.com
I heard the news, today. Your family is in my thoughts and prayers.
Andrea Potter Norman
(an old neighbor from Paris)
I served with Elder Budge in Genk, Belgium for several months. He always had a smile to share and lifted our spirits when things were tough. I'm glad I had the chance to know Matt.
I remember the sunday school lessons in the ward, I remember his ability to share his testimony with humility, faith, and understanding. I remember him helping me get an interview with Eli Lilly. (I was so under qualified lol.) I remember his confidence in getting an MBA and seeing the future with clarity. Most of all I remember his love for his family and their priority in his life.
I am blessed to have known Matt, and I know I will see him again.
Desi and Ali Lomax
Being on the other side of the United States I found this blog doing some reasurch. I found this very surprising to learn of Matt's passing.
Crystal,
I know this has been a long and painful journey. I didn't really know Matt, but I feel a connection with him just the same. Besides working for the same company for a while, for the past year I have been following the rollercoaster on which a young friend (24) has been riding. He was diagnosed about a year ago with a soft tissue sarcoma in his hip. He has been in and out of the hospital ever since. He and his family have tremendous faith and they have put all their trust in God and, through Him, in the doctors who have been caring for him. His parents have kept an online journal with daily entries. The story along with the daily devotions they wrote are extremely powerful testimonies to the power of the Lord. This young man, Casey, is to be called home soon. He is so ready. And as painful as the parting will be for those left behind, they are ready for him to be freed of the pain. Should you be interested in reading any of the journal, or would like to offer prayers or words of comfort, both can be done at http://www.caringbridge.org/visit/caseychristie.
I am also fighting cancer, though it's more life-changing than life-threatening. Mine is in the bladder and was caught early. I had my first "immuno-therapy" treatment last week. The doctor is very optimistic and encouraging that there is no reason to expect this to affect my lifespan. With the treatments, I should be looking at nearly an 80% success rate. While I would like it to be much higher, I find comfort that it is as high as it is. I am experiencing little or no discomfort most of the time. Also, I have quite a support network busy praying for me. I know that God has plans for me to use this struggle to glorify Him in some way. I kneel at His feet and listen for His call. While I am involved in various aspects of lay ministry, I have a feeling it will be changing and growing as I progress through this challenge.
Please know that my prayers are with you and the children. God will not forsake you. I trust your family and your community will continue to provide support in whatever ways are needed.
May God Bless You as you adapt to a new way of life.
By His Grace,
Paul
pbartel1@txu.com
Crystal,
What a sweet blessing to have known you in McKinney 4. I was so sad to hear of Matt's passing. You are in my thoughts and prayers. Your lives have truly touched us all.
Debbie Evans
I was a missionary in Belgium and served with your dear husband. The Begians called him Elder
BOOD-CA. That's how they pronouced Budge. We got to go on splits a few times and I came to appreciate his goodness, his love for the people and his great intelect. He definitely had so much yet to give but I guess, we don't get to make those decisions. President Barrett let many of us know of his passing and it has been such a blessing to me to read of your and his journey. What a model you've been on how to handle such an enormous trial. Thank your for your testimony and your beautiful way of expressing your thoughts. We also have 6 kids, many probably of similar age. I pray the Lord will continue to be with you and your dear children. Heaven only knows how many doors he knocked on in Belgium. Maybe they're a little more receptive in the spirit world.
Love, J. R. Wright
Mesa, AZ
Corina and I send our condolences.
Upon hearing of Matt's passing, I put the photo of your family as my desktop background at work as a sort of memorial.
"So young," everyone remarks (about both Matt and the kids).
-Dave & Corina from Scotch Plains 2nd Ward, NJ
Crystal and family,
Just wanted to let you know that we are thinking about you guys, and remembering what a wonderful person Matt is. Your blog posts are really beautiful, thanks for letting us know how your all doing.
Love, The Nuttalls
Off and on, for more than three months now, I've been thinking of Matt, Crystal and their children. Now, during the holiday season, my thoughts are with you folks even more. We were deeply saddened to hear of Matt's passing. We would like to express our deepest sympathy to the entire Budge family. Matt, Janeil, Lauren all took classes from me, and my fondest memories of all of them remain clear and strong to this day. We will remember all of you in our prayers.
David and Ardemis Menendian
Just thinking about you guys. I still can't believe that Matt is gone. Please know you are loved and are still in our prayers. May the Lord continue to bless you Crystal and your children always. ~ Pablo Penaloza
Crystal: We haven't met, but I graduated with Matt from Clovis High School in 1990. I just learned of his death tonight. I am so sorry for your loss. I remember Matt as a caring and frankly, really funny guy. He had a great sense of humor. All my best to you in the journey that lies ahead. May you be comforted and find peace along the way.
Scott Mayes -- sjmm316@yahoo.com.
Thank you, Crystal for giving this update. I have thought of you often, wondering how you were doing, and at the same time, assuming you were doing better than might be expected, just because of your faith and who you are as a person. The first year is the hardest, and only a little less difficult the next year, and the next. Jen felt (and continues to feel) her dad's influence, and has always counted it as a great blessing, saying, "He has helped me in ways he never could have if he were alive." Like you, I am so grateful for the knowledge of the plan of salvation. I can't imagine widowhood without it. I am certain you do, but be sure to write down your childrens' experiences with Matt's influence, because they may not remember them all as they age. For years, I was "afraid" to feel Alan's presence, fearing it would hurt too much to feel him, but not be able to be held by him. I have always known of his "undying devotion" to me, to quote Alfalfa, and this has helped me through much of life's difficulties. I am so grateful your experience is so cushioned by your testimony, because otherwise it would be even more unbearable. Best wishes to you and your children, Pat
Crystal, I just wanted to let you know how sorry I am about Matt. I saw in the BYU Alumni magazine that Matt had passed away and couldn't believe it, so I googled you and found this blogspot. It's really times like these that the knowledge of Eternal families and faith in the Lord Jesus Christ is so wonderful, and I truly needed a healthy reminder of this. I still have every one of the notes of encouragement that you gave me when we were roommates, they are precious to me, and you are too. You and Matt will be together forever. Know that old friends are thinking of you all. Love to you.
Dear Crystal and family - I received your offer to continue to see updates, but I did not see the box for input. If you get this post, please include me on your private site. cboswel1@txu.com.
Crystal, I met you just once at the Christmas party for TXU Energy just before Matt was diagnosed, but Matt talked with great pride and love for you and for your children. Your moving tribute to Matt as he went ahead to be with the Lord in September, 2008 touched my heart. As I read your update today, I was proud of you too. I know your friends and families help some, but I also know you are carrying a mightly load on your shoulders alone with God's grace. Your short note conveys a great deal has been done in a very short time.
May the Lord bless you and keep you as you meet the challenges ahead.
Carrie Boswell
6925 Laurel Valley Drive
Ft. Worth, Texas 76067
Crystal,
You don't know me, but I knew Matt from the 2004 BYU MBA Europe study abroad program. I was roommates with Matt for most of the trip and I was looking to get back in touch with him when I discovered this site. I want you to know how much I respected and admired Matt. I remember listening to him talk to you and the kids at night. He was always so happy after talking to you that he practically glowed. I greatly enjoyed hearing his experiences on family life, raising kids, and being a dad. Truly he was a great example and he greatly blessed my life. I know that he had a testimony of the Lord and his resurrection. I am sure that he is doing all in his power to watch out and help you and the kids. I am tremendously saddened by this discovery, but rest assured, I also know that the Lord lives and watches over us. May God bless you and your family as you continue your journey on.
With Gratitude,
Mike Carlston
Crystal, I was thinking about college today and my friends from then and my thoughts led to you and Matt. When I searched the internet for your names, I found this blog and the information about Matt. I cried when I read the news. I know it is belated but I am so sorry. You and your family are in our thoughts and prayers.
Robbie Stephens
Crystal,
My deepest sympathy for the loss of your husband.
We at Yuba College would like to reconnect with you. Would you please send us your Email address.
Dr. John Flaherty
Crystal,
I forgot to give you my Email address. It is
jflahert@yccd.edu
Dr. John Flaherty
Crystal,
I tried to send you a message previously and my computer jumped backed unannounced to my prefious WebPage.
My deepest sympathy for the loss of you husband.
We at Yuba College would like to reconnect with you. Would you please send us your Email address.
Dr. John Flaherty
Crystal. My deepest sympathy for the loss of you husband.
We at Yuba College would like to make contact with you once again. Will you please send us your Email address.
Dr. John P. Flaherty
jflahert@yccd.edu
Thinking of Matt on his birthday!
My sister Barb, in Roy, just gave birth to a leap day baby girl (Sage Elaine). I thought of Matt today. Hope you are well!
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